The random thoughts & fears of a 21st century gypsy.

i'll update on my weekend + monday later

2007-10-16T14:31:27Z

Minorifab.... slut.

Its weird how we're all friends. I don't want to come off conceited (hell, yes I do) but how did three talented, beautiful ,intriguing people become friends? Its even more ironic because we hated each other is high school.We're the only people who actually invested time in one another to help us grow and mature and be the best we can be and reach our potential. We're too.....fabulous not to be famous.

vanitys_fall @ 2007-09-26T16:12:00

2007-09-26T20:15:36Z

basically two seconds away from yelling "WUTANG NIGGA" at my boss and walking out and turning away.

I swear they make up new procedures everyday. its like a bad parady of Office Space.

fav. quotes atm

2007-09-06T19:21:57Z

At the end of the day, when it comes down to it, all we really want is to be close to somebody. So this thing where we all keep our distance and pretend not to care about each other, it's usually a load of bull. So we pick and choose who we want to remain close to, and once we've chosen those people, we tend to stick close by. No matter how much we hurt them. The people that are still with you at the end of the day, those are the ones worth keeping. And sure, sometimes close can be too close. But sometimes, that invasion of personal space, it can be exactly what you need. - Grey's
You have to go on and be crazy, craziness is like heaven- Hendrix
Life is not a movie. Good guys lose, everybody lies, and love... does not conquer all.

The truth is, there is not line. There's only your life, how you mess it up, and who is there to save you.
Knowledge speaks, but wisdom listens.” Jimi
I want to go back to believing in everything and knowing nothing at all

So you want a heart? You don't know how lucky you are not to have one. Hearts will never be practical until they are made unbreakable. -The Wizard of Oz

He knew that it would take more than an apology to get you back. He'd have to conquer the world first. He's been trying ever since. - Sweet Home Alabama

never forget;
the juice we mixed with liquor
the hookups we made into romance
the nights that turned into mornings
& the friends who turned into family

I believe we write our own stories. And each time we think we know the end - we don't. Perhaps luck exists somewhere between the world of planning, the world of chance, and in peace that comes from knowing that you just can't know it all. You know, life's funny that way. Once you let go of the wheel, you might end up right where you belong. - Little Black Book

A life of reaction is a life of slavery, intellectually & spiritually. One must fight for a life of action not reaction. rev run

Giving up doesn't always mean you are weak; sometimes it means that you are strong enough to let go.

Today I had a thought ... what if I'd never met you?

its funny how we set qualifications for the ones we love while deep down inside we know that the one we truly love will always be an exception.

It seems like the simplest concept -just push them all away and you'll never get hurt. However, the simplest is not always the most effective. Someday, somebody is going to [[find]] their way in and then they are going to leave you on your knees.

I've become content with this life that i lead, where i drink too much and don't believe in much of anything...

There are only two absolutes in life, friends and vodka. And the best times usually involve both.

Me without you is like...
A pot head Not high : A plane that dont fly
A best with No buy : A Hooker with no luck
A hoe that dont suck : A slut that dont fuck
A nerd without braces & Asentencewithnospaces

a girl only needs three things in her life: love to make her weak, alcohol to make her strong, and friends to pick her up when the first two make her hit the ground.

No reason to stay is a good reason to go

I flipped the cards over and saw hearts. I folded and said, “I don’t deal with love.”

give me one more drink and i swear i'll be ready to make the same mistakes with you again

The bad thing about a girl with a broken heart is that she starts to hand out the pieces to anyone who comes around

Only the insane equate pain as a measure of success - Chesire Cat

The true measure of a man is how he treats someone who can do him
absolutely no good. -Samuel Johnson

I don't mind living in a man's world as long as I can be a woman in it. - Monroe

Creativity has got to start with humanity and when you're a human being, you feel, you suffer. - Monroe

Hollywood is a place where they'll pay you a thousand dollars for a kiss and fifty cents for your soul.I know, because I turned down the first offer often enough and held out for the fifty. - MM

I've been on a calendar, but never on time.

Dream as if you'll live forever; live as if you'll die tomorrow.
JAMES DEAN
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The gratification comes in the doing, not in the results.

WHEN THE POWER OF LOVE OVERCOMES THE LOVE OF POWER, THE WORLD WILL KNOW PEACE- JIMI

Not necessarily stoned..but beautiful”- jimi

You change for two reasons; either you learn enough that you want to, or you've been hurt enough that you have to.

vanitys_fall @ 2007-08-11T18:00:00

2007-08-11T22:00:50Z

CHOCOLATE RAINNNNNNN\

HAHA LICIA

YOUR BRO,
TY AKA KNIGHTRO

WTF Ryan Gosling could sing? LMFAO

2007-06-29T16:36:42Z

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GdS34CtsPOI

//edit: found more cause i'm bored<3

i'll take you there
(WTF Justin)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=VCBTI18UM4Q

don't walk away
(i <3ed this song)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=SEYOuzPxVio

i have nothing
(roni this goes out to you haha)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=OhhTMegdnPc

fools rush in

http://youtube.com/watch?v=OhhTMegdnPc

feel for you
(chaka sang it better obv.)

http://youtube.com/watch?v=4pXy8o_KflI

but seriously JC and Christina sang better than Justin and Britney wthell

changed my mind

2007-06-25T13:14:14Z

I'll just amke a new journal for my music/writing stuff. i'll keep you updated.

What the Orlando incident has taught me.

2007-03-02T18:51:12Z

The sad realization of my life is that there isn't one person I befriended on this earth who has ever cared for me. And everytime I realize this, my mind tells me "I told you so" and I vow with all my heart to not let it happen again. I wouldn't say I have a huge heart but I will say I've always been loyal to the wrong people, people who in 2 months my name will come up in discussion (and those wrong people love to gossip) they'll blink twice and try to remember who I am, or who they thought I was. But for some reason or another this cycle starts every year and every new person shows me something that I feel is genuine and I become thier loyal friend. You wouldn't believe how many "besties" I've had. And its crazy because they seem to be there for me..but as soon as I leave, the saying "out of sight, out f mind" comes in to play and I'm forgotten. Thats one thing I want to learn, to forget people. Forget not that they hurt me, but to completely erase them and replace them. Maybe it's me? I think its just time for me to realize that I'm not meant to have a handful of great people in my life. I have one and thats me.